New Day
Hello New Day, coming to an end.
Starting this blog by saying, thank you. Thank you Jesus for life, health, strength and such. I debate right now in my mind whether or not I want to start my "journaling" journey online or if i want to start it with pen and paper. One thing comes to mind is that i may not be as free if I publish it online, since in the back of mind I know someone will read this one day (even if I don't know the someone) -- though I like the ease of typing and the quickness of it. Versus, writing everything out and having your hand cramp up on you. Anyways, I made a commitment to start journaling. I think it will be helpful for me to get things out in writing. Feelings, stories, thoughts, opinions, facts. Writing is good for the soul. I don't feel like writing right now so I am typing because i wanted to start asap. Hopefully, well i know it will be good for me in the end. its been good for everyone i have spoken to or heard mention blogging/journaling. Its therapeutic. i just need to do something and its been way to long of me not doing what i desire.
i guess one of the things i will look for in journaling is purpose, destiny, fulfilment, calling, desire, me. I want to figure out what i really want and desire in life. I will be 28 years old in a couple of days and i don't want to live the next two years of my life, before i hit the big 3-0, in the same state and still wondering.
I think once i had my quarter life crisis, i started thinking about these things, but i am not sure where they went. I guess I should start by summarizing some Major events that have happened since I've been 25 years old.
I got divorced, moved in with my mom, got remarried (to the same person), moved out, got my own place with my lovely spouse Stephen, went to New York again, went to San Diego, Graduated College with a BA in Graphic Design, got a promotion on my job, became a god-mom, mmmmm can't think of anything else major at the moment and those events are not in chronological order.
Note - One thing i will try to do is not erase since i wouldn't do it as much when I'm writing on paper. I guess that will keep me authentic with the thoughts as they come to my head. Really, that's all i want to do is get things out of my head onto paper or the web i guess. I believe i will need some type of format one day but today will not be the day.
Today was a good, but tiring day for some reason. I didn't; get good sleep so when i came to work today i was tired and that kind of stayed with me throughout the day today. Tired. When I'm tired I don't work as efficiently, well i don't work efficiently, i get distracted easily. We did have a good insightful seminar today on #TrueColors. I love stuff like that. It taught me that I am a gold, green, blue, orange. Basically, I'm very responsible and analytical, with less emotion and less spontaneity. Lol. To sum it up in 4 words. I need to look more into it to see my strenghts in all of the areas. I like self improvement, however i know that i can be a little overbearing in thinking i always need to self improve which is not always the case, i do not have to be perfect. No, never that, I can strive or perfection in Christ which is the goal but i don't have to get out of whack when things don't come out perfectly. I need to chill, take a chill pill and get with some friends that can support me and comfort me. Companionship. Relationships.
Relationships, and building relationships is something else i will talk about in my journey to discover myself and how i treat others around me and how i interact with others around me. I need good relationships in my life. Right now a bad thought came to my mind, well not necessarily a bad thought but a situation that i wish, i wish would go away. Its one of the worst situations i have dealt with in my life. where trust and loyalty and so-called friendships play a part. But I'm choosing not to talk about it, because its stupid and deserves no attention at the moment. But see that's how easily things can jump in and distract us from whatever it is we're doing. Anyways... I'm not sure if i have got enough out, i want to quit writing, but i feel i have more to say.
3 Positive things that happened today: 1) Color Seminar -- I learned more and can improve in my interactions with others and how others interact with me, i can be more understanding.
2) I woke up in good health. Thank you God. So much can be said about that. but being healthy and having the activity of y limbs, i can never take for granted. 3) I had a good day with my spouse -- we don't always agree and it seems we have tiff here and there so today was good there was none of that and i am grateful. Genuine smiles all around. Oh I also had a good integrity call today with my teammates, hince me journaling. I committed to do that and they will keep me accountable.
So, so far I ha vent really though about others reading this, I think i spoke how i would have if i were writing, thought it may have been less since my hand may have cramped up by now. ON that note I'm going to quite and say good bye. Good Night. So Long.
Peace. Me Myself and Irene
Signed *Louise, Louise*
Starting this blog by saying, thank you. Thank you Jesus for life, health, strength and such. I debate right now in my mind whether or not I want to start my "journaling" journey online or if i want to start it with pen and paper. One thing comes to mind is that i may not be as free if I publish it online, since in the back of mind I know someone will read this one day (even if I don't know the someone) -- though I like the ease of typing and the quickness of it. Versus, writing everything out and having your hand cramp up on you. Anyways, I made a commitment to start journaling. I think it will be helpful for me to get things out in writing. Feelings, stories, thoughts, opinions, facts. Writing is good for the soul. I don't feel like writing right now so I am typing because i wanted to start asap. Hopefully, well i know it will be good for me in the end. its been good for everyone i have spoken to or heard mention blogging/journaling. Its therapeutic. i just need to do something and its been way to long of me not doing what i desire.
i guess one of the things i will look for in journaling is purpose, destiny, fulfilment, calling, desire, me. I want to figure out what i really want and desire in life. I will be 28 years old in a couple of days and i don't want to live the next two years of my life, before i hit the big 3-0, in the same state and still wondering.
I think once i had my quarter life crisis, i started thinking about these things, but i am not sure where they went. I guess I should start by summarizing some Major events that have happened since I've been 25 years old.
I got divorced, moved in with my mom, got remarried (to the same person), moved out, got my own place with my lovely spouse Stephen, went to New York again, went to San Diego, Graduated College with a BA in Graphic Design, got a promotion on my job, became a god-mom, mmmmm can't think of anything else major at the moment and those events are not in chronological order.
Note - One thing i will try to do is not erase since i wouldn't do it as much when I'm writing on paper. I guess that will keep me authentic with the thoughts as they come to my head. Really, that's all i want to do is get things out of my head onto paper or the web i guess. I believe i will need some type of format one day but today will not be the day.
Today was a good, but tiring day for some reason. I didn't; get good sleep so when i came to work today i was tired and that kind of stayed with me throughout the day today. Tired. When I'm tired I don't work as efficiently, well i don't work efficiently, i get distracted easily. We did have a good insightful seminar today on #TrueColors. I love stuff like that. It taught me that I am a gold, green, blue, orange. Basically, I'm very responsible and analytical, with less emotion and less spontaneity. Lol. To sum it up in 4 words. I need to look more into it to see my strenghts in all of the areas. I like self improvement, however i know that i can be a little overbearing in thinking i always need to self improve which is not always the case, i do not have to be perfect. No, never that, I can strive or perfection in Christ which is the goal but i don't have to get out of whack when things don't come out perfectly. I need to chill, take a chill pill and get with some friends that can support me and comfort me. Companionship. Relationships.
Relationships, and building relationships is something else i will talk about in my journey to discover myself and how i treat others around me and how i interact with others around me. I need good relationships in my life. Right now a bad thought came to my mind, well not necessarily a bad thought but a situation that i wish, i wish would go away. Its one of the worst situations i have dealt with in my life. where trust and loyalty and so-called friendships play a part. But I'm choosing not to talk about it, because its stupid and deserves no attention at the moment. But see that's how easily things can jump in and distract us from whatever it is we're doing. Anyways... I'm not sure if i have got enough out, i want to quit writing, but i feel i have more to say.
3 Positive things that happened today: 1) Color Seminar -- I learned more and can improve in my interactions with others and how others interact with me, i can be more understanding.
2) I woke up in good health. Thank you God. So much can be said about that. but being healthy and having the activity of y limbs, i can never take for granted. 3) I had a good day with my spouse -- we don't always agree and it seems we have tiff here and there so today was good there was none of that and i am grateful. Genuine smiles all around. Oh I also had a good integrity call today with my teammates, hince me journaling. I committed to do that and they will keep me accountable.
So, so far I ha vent really though about others reading this, I think i spoke how i would have if i were writing, thought it may have been less since my hand may have cramped up by now. ON that note I'm going to quite and say good bye. Good Night. So Long.
Peace. Me Myself and Irene
Signed *Louise, Louise*
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