Let It Out Louise

Hmmm, it seems I have a lot on my plate these days. I just need to find some way to manage it all. School, Work, Church, Family, Personal Life Those are the main categories but then there are sub categories in those primary categories... School CSUN & Pierce (Next Sub Group) 3 Classes Financial Aid Summer Semester Fall Semester Church Music Ministry (Choir & Praise & Worship) Christian Education Young People Sisters Usherboard Marketing (Bulletin, Promotional Materials etc) Family Quality Time Work Money WORK!!! Part Time Job Personal Life Relationships Entertainment Rest Exercise Personal Development TOOOO MUCH TO GO ON & You have Personal Development and relationship building with the Lord which should always be first. There are soo many sub categories I could go on forever.  I just need to manage - but how do I do that?? Time to clean up or do something. Good Night Luv Louise

My Life... Officially Married February 17, 2006 Age 19 Officially Separated February 8, 2011 Age 24 Officially Divorced August _____, 2011 Age 24 OK - So I just wrote a blog and it go deleted!! - This one will not be the same. But I guess the other one was not meant for people to read. I have been married for 5 years and it is now coming to an end. Very sad thought and sad situation to go through. How my life will turn out? I am not sure. How I feel right now? I am not sure, hurt, confused, sad, irritated. A lot of people said don't do it - did I put my whole effort into the marriage. Part of me wants to think yes, and the other part of me thinks no. I need to make myself ready for the next person if there will ever be another person. Needs to be love and not lust of course, not infatuation either. I don't want to take the same road as my parents , but it looks like I am coming to the road sooner than them.  I was a proud boaster that my parents were still married ...