Inner thoughts of the moment

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Man I really feel like blogging now. But it's probably going to come out any kind of way, I really don't feel like proof reading @ the moment....Sorry for me I guess.... Hopefully it's not confusing. But, I'm just writing for me. If anyone ever reads an has a comment, please feel free to post. Some of my questions are kind of rhetorical anyways, since I don't really expect anyone to answer.

Listening to "God is Able" by Smokie Norful.

Lyrics: God is Able, God is Able, God is Able, and he wont fail. Don't you dare give up, dont you dare give in.

God I neeed help. It feels like I need the spirit to take control of my feelings. Alot of time you want to set people straight or say something smart back. Like duh! But you can't do that. And the worse part is, you can't even think it. JESUS! That is what I then cry out in my head and in my real voice if I had a room to do it. Obviously not in front of a crowd.

Currently just writing feelings:

Well anyways. I want to get over something. But how do I do it. I don't want to be the controller over everything. And I hope I don't come off like that to people. Obviously sometimes we run with our own idea and think that they are the best at the moment. Logically. But I am learning to let go. There are other good ideas out there. So I try to push people to take the lead or take initiative , but then it seems like you have to baby people into doing things. But then I also have to slap myself and say that, it is NOT babying. But in better words, shopwing them how o do it. But then you also get those people, who when you try to show them how to do things, they want you to do it for them.

Then I start thinking about my age, and there are many people who are older than me. I am not on the same level and I have to constantly tell myself that....

:::::PAUSE:::::

So my mom just walked in the room and i ate a piece of this hotlink with guacamole on it (Very GOOD) and all of a sudden, I don't feel like writing anymore. So maybe all of these feelings were brought up because I was hungry.

I am going to end with this, God is Love. If you want to find Love you gotta find Christ.

A prayer for the Lord to continue to control my thoughts, feelings, emotions, and actions. I want to make it and I need HIS help most of all.

[Facebook Status @ the moment: ...time management, accountability, silence, self-control, goals, planning, saying "Yes", saying "no", prayer, reading, fasting, smiling, thanking, trusting, befriending, closing, less stress, 1 day @ a time, faith, non-judgmental, prayer, renewing, changing, help, willingness, perseverance, a want, listen, quiet, just do..... just inner thoughts of the moment.]

God Bless.

Signed,

Louise.Louise.

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